Sunday, September 9, 2018

Its been a rough year.

I wish I followed the motto to Live More this year.
I am almost 42, and I don't feel good about 41, not one bit.
The whole point of documenting my "after cancer" was to help others know there is a light at the end of the tunnel...a light when you survive -- hope it does get better.
Today, I am reflecting back on the past year and not feeling that way at all.

I know I need to change my mindset.  I need to make a clean break.
I think I can start by going through everything.  Make a change.
Dedicate to work more, and to work smarter and be more organized.
Continue to give my all to my dog, my boyfriend, and my family.  I missed so much time this year not seeing my family or spending time helping my parents.
Stop focusing on the krap.  Period.

Enjoy and remember to be grateful each day. Period.

Things are going to change.