Everyone has bad days. Today is just one of those days for me. I can't really explain it, its just that kinda day where I want to eat dinner, take my pills and go to bed. It feels like 10 am, even though its after 3 pm. At least things are moving along.
I don't feel like working out, but my body needs to. I started knitting a sweater yesterday and unraveled it today. A lot of knitters call that "frogging". I think that word sounds funny, so I like to use "unravel". I'm not very motivated, yet I managed to organize all my vehicle mileage for my taxes.
I'm worried about my sister and her last month and a half of her pregnancy. I'm excited but scared. I'm so worried that something bad will happen to her. This is her second child but she has had a few complications.
I also just wish my life was back to normal. I want to go backwards in time and just be how I was before I got sick. I'm sure that's a common feeling for those battling a major illness, but it just sucks. I want to go back to work. I want to be normal (what I thought was normal for me).
I just needed to vent. I am sure I will be in a better mood tomorrow.